Parents fighting

Well i think the title explains it all. my parents are fighting in Russian . Some times i hate it , and sometimes i like it my twisted way . Hoping that this fight will be the final strand and they will divorce finally like they should of 3 years ago.I know i'm screwed up for thinking this , but i feel that our family would actually be much better and healthy with my parents living in different houses and my mom could finally learn to get a job and be independent .But that day hasn't come and i keep on debating if i want it to come or not