Let me talk about the boy that I just met , but truly intrigued me . So lets call him Jack ( so if someone I know read this , they won't know who i'm talking about ) .So Jack is one of my good friends , best friend. And he also knows a couple my friends from different groups and i always found him handsome , but never got to really talk to him or anything . So we were all going to go to this huge get together at the bowling alley and when we got there and met up with jack he was questioning about me hang out with his friend ( lets call him Max) , oh yeah i forgot to tell you that me and max have been good friends for a good year , but he also really likes me , so thats why he was questioning me abou thim hanging out with max. Max and I hung out and we are really close and we flirt , and i feel bad that I'm leading him on , but i love having a guy friend that is really close to me . So Jack was trying to get it out of me if we did something and said we hadn't but he didn't believe me . So then we just completely ditched bowling alley and when to this really nice house that was Jack and Max's friends house . We went swimming , smoked hookah and hung out around a nice little fire . Through out the night I just kept on realizing how charming Jack was and within the first two hours ,I had fallen for him HARD , but i didn't want to upset max so i stayed away from him. My friend( were calling her Katey) could tell I really was attracted to him. So with out asking me she went to go talk to Jack about me . I just saw them talking and i thought she was hitting on him ( cuz she is beautiful and can get anyman she wants ) so i just thought okay well i lost him , Katey has him under her wing no ,DAMMIT! so then we left and Katey asked who thought who was cute and all the sudden me plus 3 other girls started getting excited and talking about our new crushes . I said I like Jack she said " I know and guess what i was talking to him and he said you have a beautiful face! but he kept on metioning how max likes you" . Just my like to find some one so handsome for him to say that i have a beautiful face , but he wont do anything , because his best friends just happens to have a huge crush on me .WHY! OH WHY! .I Haven't found anyone really attractive ever since my last boyfriend which was a year ago and this happens . Isn't that just great!
i hope things can figure them selves out , or this might just turn into a tragic situation
Welcome to my teenage mind!
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