Parents fighting

Well i think the title explains it all. my parents are fighting in Russian . Some times i hate it , and sometimes i like it my twisted way . Hoping that this fight will be the final strand and they will divorce finally like they should of 3 years ago.I know i'm screwed up for thinking this , but i feel that our family would actually be much better and healthy with my parents living in different houses and my mom could finally learn to get a job and be independent .But that day hasn't come and i keep on debating if i want it to come or not

Boys , of course my first entry is about boys

Where to start?

Let me talk about the boy that I just met , but truly intrigued me . So lets call him Jack ( so if someone I know read this , they won't know who i'm talking about ) .So Jack is one of my good friends , best friend. And he also knows a couple my friends from different groups and i always found him handsome , but never got to really talk to him or anything . So we were all going to go to this huge get together at the bowling alley and when we got there and met up with jack he was questioning about me hang out with his friend ( lets call him Max) , oh yeah i forgot to tell you that me and max have been good friends for a good year , but he also really likes me , so thats why he was questioning me abou thim hanging out with max. Max and I hung out and we are really close and we flirt , and i feel bad that I'm leading him on , but i love having a guy friend that is really close to me . So Jack was trying to get it out of me if we did something and said we hadn't but he didn't believe me . So then we just completely ditched bowling alley and when to this really nice house that was Jack and Max's friends house . We went swimming , smoked hookah and hung out around a nice little fire . Through out the night I just kept on realizing how charming Jack was and within the first two hours ,I had fallen for him HARD , but i didn't want to upset max so i stayed away from him. My friend( were calling her Katey) could tell I really was attracted to him. So with out asking me she went to go talk to Jack about me . I just saw them talking and i thought she was hitting on him ( cuz she is beautiful and can get anyman she wants ) so i just thought okay well i lost him , Katey has him under her wing no ,DAMMIT! so then we left and Katey asked who thought who was cute and all the sudden me plus 3 other girls started getting excited and talking about our new crushes . I said I like Jack she said " I know and guess what i was talking to him and he said you have a beautiful face! but he kept on metioning how max likes you" . Just my like to find some one so handsome for him to say that i have a beautiful face , but he wont do anything , because his best friends just happens to have a huge crush on me .WHY! OH WHY! .I Haven't found anyone really attractive ever since my last boyfriend which was a year ago and this happens . Isn't that just great!

i hope things can figure them selves out , or this might just turn into a tragic situation

Welcome to my teenage mind!

Who am I?

Hi !

my name is Liz , um i'm a 17 year old girl . Who thought it would be fun to post blogs about my life uncensored ( except for people's name, i'm guna change those) . Reason one for this blog . Um speaking your mind to strangers is kinda fun , well I think so. Reason two ,i'm thinking that there are some older people who wonder what is going on with us teenagers and what really goes on in our minds. This blog may completely dumb or it might just be a fun thing to read and possibly laugh at too. Just think of this as my public diary. so this may be kind of a challenge for me to do this , but what the hell . It will be fun , won't it?

Also I would like to give spell check a shout out , cuz with out it , you wouldn't be able to read this =D

Welcome to my teenage mind